the candle I lit to pray for your life. The plane. The ghost of the pilot. The air. Anointing
the dying flame with the juice of the sourest lemon, I doubly curse
the boss who sent you to Beijing. The TV camera
that captured my tears. With my sharpest needle, stabbing
the anointed flame, I triply curse
the one who should have gone before you. I beg, Please Lord, stop
my empty heart.
That last line just brought the poem all the more home to me . . .please stop my empty heart.
The candles have all
gone out and my tears
stopped flowing
better to burn and
pour out
then to have my heart
become an appliqué
inside me.